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As an artist one of the worst things that can happen to me before I go to bed, is to end a painting session in total dissatisfaction.

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I think as we age the natural tendency is for us to become more patient, especially with the things we make or create. I am finding this true with painting. When a painting isn't going where I want it to, even after several hours of working on it, I will take a deep breath and wipe it clean. Then after some time of reflecting on what went wrong, I will start over. Yes, I am frustrated at this point, but in the end I know it will be better for me and the viewer.